I love girls. I love lesbian sex. Recently however I haven’t had much luck with girls, for one reason or another, and I’m thinking about going to professionals for some help. Now I’m pondering on the question should I book an escort for sex?
First things first, there’s a lot of stigma against using escorts. For both men and women, but I think especially men. I don’t think it makes anyone less of a person if they decide to hire an escort or companion. As a camgirl, I’m also part of the adult industry and I really admire girls who do escorting and after a quick google search I can say some of them are so hot, it should be a crime not to pay them! Joking aside, my problems isn’t whether or not it’s lame or desperate to use escorting services, I don’t believe that at al.
My problem is, I’m too nervous! Firstly because I’m a woman. Lesbianism isn’t as big as gay-ism… Although there are a lot of lesbians in London, I feel that being a gay man is more open than being a gay or bisxual woman. There aren’t as many lesbian bars or clubs as gay bars or clubs. In this same way, I’ve found searching specifically for lesbian escorts very hard.
I’ve used the power that is google just for a simple search, and I’ve gone through lots of profiles. It’s amazing how many beautiful women there are, I was so excited and even a little overwhelmed by all the choice! It’s so strange because although my type of girl is very definitely blondes with small breasts, I’ve found myself most attracted to the more exotic women! I’m drawn into their rich skin colouring and beautiful eyes! There have also been a couple of very beautiful asian women who’ve caught my eyes, including one extremely cute Japanese girl – I’m not normally that attracted to other asian girls but she is just SO cute!
I’m super nervous however. Even after finding girls that are mega hot and I would love to spend time with, I’m worried about picking up the phone and calling them! What if they hate me, what if they don’t see girls, what if I spontaneously combust?! I’m so worried I’ll call one, and then be too nervous to say anything and hang up after breathing heavily.
Also what if I DO manage to make a booking?! I’ve never been with an escort before. What if she laughs at me? Or if I do something stupid like blurt out I love you as I motorboat her amazing breasts? Actually, I wouldn’t even mind that situation. But would it be an incall or and outcall? Do I bring her flowers? So many questions….
So what do you guys think? Should I book an escort for sex? I’m really nervous but it’s also really exciting to think I’ll be able to experience something new, and the girls I’ve seen so far have all been insanely hot!