Today was my first time as a camgirl on MyFreeCams, and what an experience…! I’m embarrassed just thinking about it… but it was a lot of fun!
Firstly we have to split it into two parts. The time difference between Vietnam, England and the USA is quite different, and I wasn’t sure when exactly would be a good time to do it. So after a long day of traveling by bus from Cambodia to Vietnam, I booked myself into a hotel at Ho Chi Minh. I had to go meet some family in Saigon soon after though, and it wasn’t until about midnight that I was safely back in my hotel room.
I was already quite tired, a mix of the travelling and playing with my little cousins, however this was the first time since deciding to be a camgirl that I had the internet connection and opportunity to get online. So I was going to take it. Well, that’s if I could get the technology magic to work! I’m so bad with technology, computers included. I had opened the browser program on chrome incognito, but that meant that although I kept telling Java I accepted the program to use my webcam, it didn’t save this acceptance and I just had a screen not doing anything. I was really flustered and tried several times before figuring out where my mistake was.
Now the real trouble starts. I start my “webshow” or whatever it’s called and immediately there’s a person in the room. This completely puts me off because I have no idea what I’m doing. So I just start talking. I say hello. Introduce myself, and I am met with silence. Nothing. I have no idea what I’m meant to do and no one is saying anything. I’m actually laughing, giggling at the ridiculousness of it all.
I apologise to all of the four people who are there for my lack of anything. Someone tells me it’s ok, that I’m cute. I take this as a good sign and again say hello, this time met with a few more. More and more people start coming into the room. People leave as well, but I don’t bother trying to keep up. I’m laughing and blushing and I have no idea what I’m doing, but it can’t be all bad because people are talking to me.
I have a request for a group show, which I do. I want to talk, get to know the people, but they just want to see my breasts. I comply, give them a flash, laugh some more, and get genuinely turned on by the whole experience. I end the group show and go back to talking to people. Someone requests a private show and I take it, but nothing happens except he cums (i don’t know how, i didn’t do anything) and leaves. This took all of one minute.
30 minutes in, I’ve done maybe two group shows and two private shows and I’m overwhelmed. I want to talk to people, I want to know more about the guys that think it’s worth the time watching me. However I’m also insanely tired, so I decide to call it quits and try again in the morning.
I definitely don’t understand the tipping system. I don’t understand anything. But I leave feeling exhilarated and happy, and I really, really want to do better!